Gifts, of the Spiritual Nature

I've taken a handful of spiritual gifts tests in my life. And whenever asked on ministry applications or whatnot to list my spiritual gifts, I've always listed encouragement and prayer. I used to be really good about writing notes of encouragement to people and I used to be really diligent about prayer.

I still strive to be this way...

But since college or so, prayer has taken a lot more effort. And I haven't made encouraging note-writing a weekly discipline or anything. I never considered the fact that my spiritual gifts may have changed.

For my weekly discipleship group, we were instructed to take a spiritual gifts inventory. Sitting on my couch yesterday afternoon, feeling less than joyful due to an extreme lack of sleep at the Jr. High all-nighter the evening before, I didn't expect much. I expected to get my homework assignment done and to perhaps receive confirmation that I'm an encourager and prayer-warrior. But once I started answering questions, I realized that my difficulty in prayer might actually point to a deeper discovery.

Prayer, along with evangelism and manual labor (ha!) were among my lowest scores.

I didn't know writing was considered a spiritual gift, but in this particular inventory, it was included. And it was my primary gift! In second, came a tie between a few gifts: exhortation, arts & crafts, vocal music, and hospitality.

So, while I know this doesn't mean I should stop trying to pray and evangelize so hard, I am more convinced that I should consider where my spiritual energy is going. Because if these gifts really do speak truth about my skills set (and they do), then maybe I should be investing more energy into serving God and his church through writing, exhorting, crafting, singing, and hosting. What does it look like to write for the betterment of the body of Christ? My mind feels a little narrow on the topic, but the wheels are beginning to turn. Thank you, Lord, for this discovery.